Saturday, May 17, 2008

Boo-Hoo and wahh wahh's beaker whine style

Hey guys...
Life is hard...
And I don't want it to be...
But what can you do about it,
but work really hard to make great choices
and demand the most out of life.
Isn't it crazy that the reward for hard work is hard work? I think that is rather lame, but i don't make the rules unfortunately. Believe you me that if i did, it would be pretty rad. Back to the topic at hand... I just want to be better, and amazing, and making the choices i should be making, and all that stuff. I'm sure this is some backlash from my birthday, the changing age and all that that signifies. This is not where I thought I would be when I turned 25. And some of the choices that I have made have not been the choices I would like to have written in my book of life. But such is life I reckon. Will I really ever get there? Will I really ever be where I should be, or who I am supposed to be? That is a fear of mine. But luckily that decision is up to me. I'm glad it's up to me and no one else, but seriously...seriously. UGH and to top it all off, my mommy is out of the country. I love you love you love you my mommy. Hey world, keep praying for me!(oh and whenever I whine my brothers call it the beaker whine. As in dr. bunsen honeydew and his assistant Beaker from the muppet babies. The sound beaker makes is called the beaker whine. Thanks Stewart.)

2 comments:

Nicole!! said...

Life is hard. But we have EACHOTHER!! haha love the blog i think i need one you and Lindsey (my two favorite people) have them! Maybe when i come out you guys can show me how!! Talk to you laterr! XOXO

Leisha said...

Life is hard sometimes. Fortunately we have plenty of time to figure life out! Although today I just wanted to sleep the day away. And I think that would have counted as "productive." lol